Well last night I stayed up until about 4am. I was doing a whole bunch of things, but I was mainly messing around with this boy on MSN.

I had the intentions of doing it. I dont know why, i guess I wanted the attention. I knew i was going to do it, but I wasnt sure with who. There is this one person who I use to mess around with a lot and I was hoping to do it with him, but he wasnt online. Then this other boy, from a while ago, messaged me and started talking about it, then something happened with my internet connection and couldnt do anything with him (but i really wanted to, he is a cute German boy). I eventually ended up messing around with this new boy that i met online. He inst like the others, he’s too cocky, too arrogant, but in a way im attracted to it, it’s a challenge.  I dont think i will do anything with him again. he’s a little boy, even though he’s a few months older than me. lol

I dont know why I always do this. Wait, I know why. It is for the attention. I have been so damn bored. I needed some spice. But I dont think this new boy is the right match. I need to be in control, i dont like people bitchin’ and trying to tell me what to do, that’s not how i roll. ha ha.

Anyway, I think it’s time that I go back to having REAL boys, rather than these online boys.

Ohh. BTW, I guess I really have a thing for European boys, Germans in particular. I just find them so cute and loveable. LOL

This post was named after a photo I took and uploaded to flickr.

So as some of you can tell I have changed the layout. I still have to update the site though. Here is a list of stuff I have to do.

• Return Comments.
• Create the “Ad” page.
• Create the “Hosting” section.
• Create the “Purchase” section.
• Update a few random pages.
• Update Brush Haven.
• Move Tutorial Vault.
• Probably other things that I have forgotten…

These are all internet realted, this time. This post contains explicit language.

More often these days I find myself having annyoing people contact me on messengers. When I on MSN, AIM, Skype, ect. I want to talk to someone, to have an actual converstation, not just some asshole IMing me just to get something. Lately people have been IMing me just so that I can link their sites on my blog, begging me to comment their blogs, asking for design help (ok, if someone asks me for simple things, or if i like their design, then i dont mind much), or asking me even click banners on their websites.

This has got me thinking, “WTF!!?”. If i really gave a shit about your fucking site i would be commenting all day, clicking on all your links / ads, and basically telling you how to design your layouts!  But I dont, so please, no I DEMAND, that you douchebags stop IMing me over this stupid shit!

Pretty soon I am going to start blocking and delteing people. OK?

P.S. - December 29th was NERDTORIOUS.ORG’s 1st birthday!!!! 

The domain name expired. My fucking shitty domain registrar, netrillium, didnt warn me that it was going to expire. I know it is my job to keep track of my domain names, but seriously - my other domain registrar warned be a month in advance that my domain was going to expire. I have to wait 60 days in order to transfer my domain name.  I really want to do it because I cant stand netrillium.

Anyway… I hope everyone had a great New Year. I spent my talking to friends online, talking on the phone, and dancing around my room. I think it went pretty well.

I am going to relaunch the website, maybe next month. It is still going to be a blog, but it is going to have a lot more content for the visitors.

Well I am going to take a nap now, TTYL!!!!