Well last night I stayed up until about 4am. I was doing a whole bunch of things, but I was mainly messing around with this boy on MSN.

I had the intentions of doing it. I dont know why, i guess I wanted the attention. I knew i was going to do it, but I wasnt sure with who. There is this one person who I use to mess around with a lot and I was hoping to do it with him, but he wasnt online. Then this other boy, from a while ago, messaged me and started talking about it, then something happened with my internet connection and couldnt do anything with him (but i really wanted to, he is a cute German boy). I eventually ended up messing around with this new boy that i met online. He inst like the others, he’s too cocky, too arrogant, but in a way im attracted to it, it’s a challenge.  I dont think i will do anything with him again. he’s a little boy, even though he’s a few months older than me. lol

I dont know why I always do this. Wait, I know why. It is for the attention. I have been so damn bored. I needed some spice. But I dont think this new boy is the right match. I need to be in control, i dont like people bitchin’ and trying to tell me what to do, that’s not how i roll. ha ha.

Anyway, I think it’s time that I go back to having REAL boys, rather than these online boys.

Ohh. BTW, I guess I really have a thing for European boys, Germans in particular. I just find them so cute and loveable. LOL

This post was named after a photo I took and uploaded to flickr.

Well recently I met this kid on myspace.  He requested me, so i decided to thank him for requesting me. We started talking about random stuff; the fact that we both like these groups called Hypercrush and Brokencyde, what type of pie we both like, ect. lol Then we started talking about how we both went to the same school (for all 4 years!!), but never saw eachother before.

About 2 days later I see him passing my class. So later that day i send him a message saying that i saw him, but he didnt see me - you know, all stalker-like.  I end up seeing him again, yesterday, twice!!! LOL. The first time he’s just passing by my class to go to his class. The second time I saw him in the hallway and and jumped up through the crowd to wave to him, then end up bumping into a crowd of football players. ha ha!

When I got home I posted my status on myspace as “Saw a real, live, balbusaur today. ha ha” (his name on myspace is Balbus). He LOL-ed and we talked for a little.

I think that i am starting to get a crush on him, but IDK.lol  I’ll just let things ride out.

I will be 17 on Decmeber 5th. It’s quie a while away, I know.  My 16th year of life has been one of the craziest so far. The summer of o8 is def one for the record books. I have experimented with sooo many things, done things I thought I never would do, but I enjoyed every single minute of it. I wouldn’t change anything that has happened so far. Each thing I do has some kind of lesson to be learned behind it. School is coming up and I have yet to even attemp to do my community service nor my summmer assignments. Im more worried about the communtity service though. I still dont have a job. I really need one though. I wanna start saving for college and for an epiphany trip my friends and I are planning.  I also want to change my personal style. Not my personality becuase, with all honesty, that is my best feature. I want the physical to finally connect with the mental. I want to revamp Nerdtorious, probably get a new domain name. I think I’ve outgrown this one a little. IDK. I’ll get back to you on that.

Yepp the title says it all. Today I had to face the harsh reality that spring break was indeed over. I woke up today extremely early at around 5:30 ish. During my break i was accustomed to waking up at around 10:00 in the morning. I brushed my teeth and did all of the things i would normally do.

When i got to school it was a normal day. You know; went to my locker, my friend hector messed up my combination right before i got to the last number, my friend Danny tried to hit me up for gum. Today was about 80 degrees (farenheit) so we went ouside for gym. We played ultimate frisbee. I am not meant to play frisbee, but i did have it aimed at my partner and occasionally they would catch it.

One disturbing thing happened in Gym. My friend Nate toold me to turn around and when i did he pulled down his pants. I was like OMG!!!!!! Like i saw his like pubic hairs. It was so wierd. It was even weirder because he had red hair and i had never seen anything like taht before. I wont be able to get that thought out o my head for the rest of my life. LOL

On a Not so weird note I am trying to save up my money. I dont know what i am going to buy yet. I just wanna see if i can get to $300 and I will see from there. So far I have $214 and some change.

Today I have also been thinking about me moving. We are supposed to move within a month. I was all happy to move until i went back to shcool and had fun with my friends. I realized how much i will miss them. Well I guess we will see. My mom always says that we are moving yet we never do.