I have been working on this layout all day, since I woke up at 9 this morning. I have been so frustrated, mostly because my computer wont do anything I want it to. I still have to fix a few things. I haven’t wrote a blog in over a month. Most of the people who use to read my blogs stopped coming because a) I rarely blogged and b) their comments kept going to spam (and getting deleted without my knowledge). I really need to sit down and just post my thoughts. I have so much stuff that I want to share with everyone. I need to learn how to manage my time so I can be able to do all the things I need and want to do. Well, I have to go restart my computer (for the 5th time). I’ll post something soon (I promise), bye.

I updated the layout.  See, I am trying my hardest to update. LOL :D  I also updated the music player with some of my favorite songs right now.

So as some of you can tell I have changed the layout. I still have to update the site though. Here is a list of stuff I have to do.

• Return Comments.
• Create the “Ad” page.
• Create the “Hosting” section.
• Create the “Purchase” section.
• Update a few random pages.
• Update Brush Haven.
• Move Tutorial Vault.
• Probably other things that I have forgotten…

So As many of you may know, I have not blogged in OVER 2 MONTHS!!! I know, I know shame on Keisha. How dare you leave all your ‘net friends out of the loop. I have been a lazy bitch and I am going to admit that. Right Now I am looking at the wordpress stats and I have sooo many saved drafts, but none of them have been published and I doubt they every will.

Well Let’s make up for some lost time …

HALLOWEEN 2007:
Well this is the day that I have been waiting for, for months. I was going to either be Dorothy from “The Wizard of OZ” or Alice from “Alice in Wonderland”. I ended up being Alice and I’m glad I did. There was about a dozen people running around as Dorothy. I will post some pics soon. ha ha

My costume was kinda skimpy and my friends were calling me “Slut Alice”. It was funny. I cant believe that I didnt get kicked out of school. There were these guys outside and around town who were staring at me and I felt like I was going to get raped. LOL.

I also went trick-or-treating with friends (Kevin, Raio, and Byran) and I had the time of my life.

REPORT CARD 01 / 2007 :

Well. My report card was not very good. I can’t say that I am surprised because I have been skipping school like crazy. I dont know why. I have just not been going to school. School has been in session for less than 3 months and I have already missed about 11 days of school! I got a whole bunch of C’s, some B’s, a D and and F, NO A’s AT ALL. WTF? I am pissed that I got a D in Math. My Math teacher should have not given me a D, I do more shit than half the people who come everyday and do all their homework. I really need to start putting in work to bring my grades up.

THANKSGIVING 2007:

I skipped school a few days before the holiday. I stayed home with my mom and brother and ate turkey, greens, mashed potatoes, macaroni and cheese, and things like that - you know, the classic stuff. Then on Saturday my family had a second thanksgiving with my grandma and my aunt at my grandma’s house.

LIFE WITH MY FRIENDS:

Well since I have not been going to school much I have not been really connecting with my friends. I have even stopped going to Barbara’s house (she lives downstairs from me). I really have no idea wtf is wrong with me. I feel like I am loosing touch with some of my friends. Like, with some of the “inside jokes” i find myself on the outside and it makes me feel like I just dont “click” with my friends.

SOME MORE SCHOOL SHIT:

Mr. Zatarain (my history teacher; a student teacher) is leaving on Friday. I have to say that I really am going to miss him. He is very nice and understanding. I love to watch him and Austin/Wilson/Ronald/Mark/Lenny argue with eachother everyday, it’s freakin hilarious. Anyway, I know that when Mrs. Verdi comes back (as our regular teacher) we are going to end up doing shitloads of homework and classwork. But I am also happy to see Mr. Zatarain go because I could tell by the look on his face sometimes that he was stressed and / or tired of teaching out classes. Everyone would comment on how bad of a speller he is and various other “annoying” things, and the class doesnt do anything but talk during the entire period and it makes it harder for him to teach.

PERSONAL GOALS:

Well recently I have been really getting in to Freestyle BMX. I love to watch it and Ii would like to start doing it. But first I have to get a bike. Then I will have to lose ALOT of weight, Im talking 50lbs+. I really dont like the way I look, even though people say that I am “cute” or whatever. I just want to be in really great shape. I keep on thinking of what Charles Darwin’s theory was “Survival of the Fittest” and then I think to myself “I am certainly not FIT” . I am such a lazy ass whore who just spends all her time eating. I dont know what I am going to do. Well I will just have to make a chart and write down my progress and stuff and maybe even post it on here. I want to get all this weight lost by the summer so I can finally wear a bikini and feel good in it.

NERDTORIOUS AND WEBDESIGN:

I have finally changed the layout for NERDTORIOUS. I hope you all like it because I love it. I have been wanting to make a new layout for a while now, but hove not had any inspiration to do so. Webdesigning is getting really bad. I have orders that I have had to do for MONTHS!!!! I really let this shit get out of control, my lazy ass is just letting orders pile up. I really need to just sit down one saturday and “design binge” so I can get most of them out of the way. Then and a sunday I would do a “code binge” so most of the ones designed will be ready to be sent out.

UPCOMING BIRTHDAY:

Next Wednesday is going to be my 16th birthday (Dec. 5th) , but I am not having a party or anything. It is supposed to be special and I know it is not going to be. Nothing in my life is special anymore, no one really cares I guess - not even myself. I almost forgot that it was going to be MY OWN birthday. That is just a shame.